Today is Thanksgiving 2018. It is the first Thanksgiving without my son alive in human form. I am finding strength through loved ones such as family, friends, and my husband.  I miss my son.  I am thankful to have had theboppthe oppo to be a mom and especially to Caine. He taught me so much about life. I am thankful for the wonderful family and amazing friends I have, that support me in good and bad times. I am thabkfth to have a job that allows me to care for others, yet recieve love and care in return.  I am thankful to have opportunity in my life. Today is a day to reflect and honor my son and spend with loved ones.